2024 recap……sorta

I’m gonna get real for a moment and kinda say I’m a bit disappointed with the performance of this latest toon here

I uploaded it at a really bad time, but I also drove myself insane trying to finish it (actually, not joking when I say this)

I kinda feel like I don’t really wanna do anything anymore, I’m not gonna say I’m gonna quit or anything, it’s just that, I’m just drained.

I feel like anything I do is just a pattern, I get really passionate about a thing, I make, I get really burnt out at the end, I finish it, and no one really watches it.

I think I’m setting too high of a goal for myself, I don’t know, I’m just kinda tried of being called a loser and a weirdo irl (I mean, I kinda am)

I have met a lot of cool people this year (especially @GuardiasVA, HE’S A FLIPPING SAINT TO ME!), I will cherish these friendships I have made during this year, but ye, still kinda bummed.

Sorry if this is getting kinda selfish (I really wanted le cartoon to do well)

It’s just my self esteem issues, that’s probably it, I’ve been struggling with that for a while

I guess my self esteem issues kinda stem from the fact that I have always thought it was best to please people, and the praise was a good thing, and I drove myself looney trying to get it, it’s kinda made me an attention seeker in a way.

I don’t really have much to talk about so have this doodle, also, I WILL STILL MAKE CARTOONS IN 2025! I’m not quitting

THATS ALL FOLKS!